Hi hi, I'm back, after like don't know how many eons. (Laughs)
So how is everybody? I see.
I'm pretty fine, thank you for asking.
After staring at my computer for a few hours, I've decided to blog once again.
Betcha miss me huh. Don't deny.

Okay, so it's less than 4 months till school starts, that's if I have any to go to.
People I know have been accepted here and there while poor me is still waiting for the letter or any sign at all for my university application. Darn it. The wait is unbearable. It kind of gets on my nerves after a while, then it fades off, then someone post on facebook and the cycle repeats. Call me jealous or whatsoever but I don't really like it when people show it off. It kind of stresses me and those who are not accepted by anywhere yet.

Anyway, life's good. I guess. My schedule will become more tight from today since I should stop lazing around and get my stuffs done. (nods) So yep, short post. I'm hungry.

Oh, Happy Birthday to Mr Hawt. I want a boyfriend like him. OTL.



I resisted posting another picture of him. Shall do that somewhere else. (runs off to fandom blog.)
Jaa~

Hi people. I'm back. Does anyone miss me? No? Well, I don't miss you either.
Don't take it too personally, I don't even know who you are to even miss you ):
Okay, scrape that. abcdefghijklmnopqrstvwxyz
I miss U. Happy now? Good.

Anyway, how are you? I'm fine, thanks.
Got my A level results 11 days ago and it's okay, I guess.
Ah. I lied. Those who were there might remember me crying. Haha.
It was so embarrassing. Too high an expectation is never good. I should stop giving myself so much credit.
Good news though. I should be able to get into the course I want. I hope.

Why am I here? You might wonder. Well, my e-pal from Japan, if you remember me talking about her before has replied and since I'm going to spend quite awhile replying her while I wait for my fandom videos to be converted, I figured that I should make my blog alive once more. It's her spring break now so I hope she will reply this one faster cause I don't really like reading what I've sent to refreshed my memory. It feels like I'm emailing myself. Ah, I'm kidding. She can take all the time she wants.

Oh and I've taken my fandom to a whole new level but it's still not as bad as my friend. At least, I leave those people who don't even know HSJ alone by creating a new twitter account to flood my thoughts. Also, no, I don't go slapping other people online just cause of something they do. I can't spend 24 hours going crazy over those cute boys either because I need sleep. I spent the last few days(actually it's more than i don't know how many weeks) sleeping at 2plus 3 because I wanted to watch videos and guess what, I'm sick now. T.T Also, spending 100 for a dvd still does not seem worth it to me. I'm sorry boys ):

Okay, I should reply the e-mail now and leave for work.

Oh I've started my driving lessons. I think the teacher seems kind of teeko. Maybe it's just me. Haha
Goodbye.

Well well, how are you and you and you. Oh and you too.
Anyway, if you have noticed the title of my post, you will somehow guess that I want to share my opinion on something and that is fans.


Okay, before ranting. Here's something more boring. My life.

Good news first.
My e-pal has replied. *cheers* I really thought that she had forgotten about me and sometimes, I wonder if something had happened to her. Then, she replied and my guess was right, she was busy with her studies. *cries in relief* Nah, I didn't cry. However, I sort of gave up waiting for her e-mail that when she sent me one, it took me close to 4hours to check the new e-mail and realised that it was from her. I hope she will do well for her tests.

I'm making progress in Japanese. I've managed to learn Hiragana but I'm still far from being able to read something. I hope I will be able to master it someday. It's really useful since many Japanese are coming to Singapore to study and start businesses. I can even be a translator for magazines or shows some day. How useful is that?

Bad news now.
I'm getting my A level results next week. I'm really worried.

Okay, I don't have much to update for now. All the best to those who are taking their results too. Ganbatte!

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Sorry, the title is totally random. I just happened to be listening to this song title "Magic Power" by Hey!Say!Jump and I used one of the phrases for the title. Yep.

Anyway, How are you people out there? Are you having fun with your life? Life is short, enjoy it more.
I went swimming today and I've sort of mastered the art of staying afloat. No, I can't tread water. I am learning how to. After that me and my cousin went out for some girls' time. It ended earlier than expected because her friend's car had some problems and she had to go to his/her rescue. It was fun, nonetheless.

Oh. I had a dream this morning. I dreamt that I was chasing after someone who stole my lunch and suddenly I remembered that I had to take my results. So the settings changed and I was in the classroom. Mrs Goh was giving out the results slip. It felt so real then. She said that she had to show the results on the screen and my name was announced. I had A, A, A for three subjects but due to my poor class participation grade, it all dropped to a B. I was feeling so guilty for not paying attention in class. (Why the heck was class participation used in the first place?) Then she showed my maths result. I GOT A FREAKIN' D. Then I ran out of the class and cried and I woke up cause my maid was knocking on the door to wake me up.

It felt so real and I'm kind of worried, tbh. I remember dreaming about my O levels and I got exactly what I dreamt. Even my friends who were in my dream got the exact same points as what I've dreamt. However, that felt more realistic than this latest dream because it was held in the hall. So I hope it's just me worrying too much.

Oh, I smell food. Until next time then. Goodbye.
p/s: here's a quote which I came across. I find it quite meaningful.

Go confidently in the direction of your dreams. Live the life you have imagined.- Henry David Thoreau

Hello, here I am again.
Before I start going on and on about random issues, I shall wish everyone a Happy Valentines Day
If you're single, it is okay. I am too. We'll both find the fated one soon enough. You should just be patient.
If you are happily attached, *shifts my seat closer* come, tell me about your date. *nudges you*
Actually, I'm not really interested. I'm serious! However, you can still tell me if you want. I like to listen to stories.

I actually miss spending Vday in school. I miss getting chocolates from people. *sigh*

Anyway, I've been googling to find out more about my favourite boy group, HSJ. I feel like a stalker but it's normal for a fan to want to find out more about her idols right? Of course, I've gone and check out the school some of the boys are currently studying in and it caused me reflect for a bit. Being someone famous really means sacrificing a lot. I read a post about the school (Click here to read it) and it was like wow, where's the freedom man? I know being a star means that one will lose a percentage of his or her freedom but this much? It seems unbearable. There are eyes everywhere, CCTVs and guards monitoring your behaviours. *shivers* I do envy these people, being famous and all but to be noticed to this extent, somehow I feel kind of fortunate that I am plain ol' me. However, we can't deny that these attention are needed because of who they are. it's important to make sure that the reputations of these stars are not ruined and that they are safe at all time. The possibility of them getting into trouble or danger is quite high after all.

BUT not allowed to eat snacks? This is really sad.

Okay, I'm done with what I want to say, for now. I should be getting ready to go out.
Once again, Happy valentines day.
This is Lanxin, signing off.

The title says it all.

Well, I've ran out of titles for posts.
Anyway, here is yours truly with yet another update of my not so interesting life.
I shall share some good news with you first.

1. I've passed my BTT. Yayyyeee
2. My electronic drums are here. WHOO.
3. I am going on a cruise trip with my friends. Yayywhoo

Well, BTT was surprisingly easy. I finished it within 10mins and we were given 50mins. I am waiting for my new specs to be made before I take my PDL and start my driving lessons.

Okay so yea, my drums are here. I love it so much but so far I have not played much yet since my dad is always hogging it. We should get my room sound-proofed. I have a feeling we are disturbing the poor neighbours.

Oh. Does everyone know that we are getting our results on the 2nd of March? Well, now you do. It's arriving so soon. I am really nervous. My friends and I are going on a cruise trip on the 21st of March. Well, if I don't return, you should know why.

This feels so weird. I'm using IE on my dad's com cause mine died.

Anyway, my e-pal has disappeared. I wonder if she's okay. Maybe she is busy with her work or maybe she has forgotten about me. I feel so sad. I have to survive on my own while learning Japanese now. I am one loyal friend so I shall not go and search for new e-pals. Actually, I am just lazy. It's not easy hunting for e-pals because I can't be sure that they will reply. I do not want someone who keeps asking for my pictures either.

Sigh. I am so tired. I should take a nap.

This is yours truly signing off.