well well well, i have been trying to post something the past few days but i always click that little X at the top right hand corner after typing out everything i want to say in this little box. oh well, i wonder what's wrong with me lately, hopefully this will make it onto my blog. Hah
hmm, school's out, it's time to scream and shout, not. i still have to go back to school, fyi. surprisingly, i look forward to going to school. however, it would not have been so surprising anymore if you knew that i have been or will be going back to school for MASS DANCE. yea man, you heard me right. i'm required to go back to school now and then for at least 2 hours for mass dance practices. now, no weird looks please. Mass dance is FUN with a capital F (:
but, sad to say, today wasn't as fun as i thought it would be. maybe it's because everyone hasn't warmed up with one another yet. it's kinda sad to see people sticking to their friends only): i mean like helloo, what's the point of sticking with the friends you've seen for months? the whole point of being an OGL is to have fun and make friends, no? disappointing i must say. hopefully, it will be much better this thursday. frankly speaking, i'm quite nervous for thursday as we'll be learning a couple dance. *sigh* i wonder how things will turn out the day after tomorrow.
well, my brain has been stuffed with things like friends, relationships and whats not. so many things have been going through my mind that i've been having weird dreams. i dreamt that we had a war and my little nephew has to fight because there weren't enough people. this is crazy. after talking to my mum i realised, i shouldn't be giving a damn (pardon me) about these things, i mean these things shouldn't be affecting me. sheesh. and now i feel much better:D
ohwell, i shall be going now. seems like i haven't grown much since the last post.
toodles for now
so, it is almost the end of year one for me. what a year it has been. Things have indeed changed since the first day of school. New friendships were foster, new knowledge was gained and new stuffs were discovered.
I realised, i have been rather sensitive lately, i wonder if it's pms or something else. Hahas. Imagining things that were far from the truth. well, maybe it's in the genes or something. Hah. But i've decided to let it go, time to move on and turn over a new leaf.
maybe, it's time to grow up too. :)
well, hi people, i've decided to once again, use blogger
why? well, i like things that start with the letter B. Hahas. kidding, i just felt like using it and yea man, this will be public unlike my xanga. I have a xanga? yes, i do and it's obviously hidden somewhere. *smiles*
well, well, what should i post today? let's see. *thinks*
i think i should really do something about my longlong hair. It's covering my face and when the wind blows, i look like medusa D: it's crazy. my hair was all over the place, my hair i mean, and i couldn't see where i was going. AND the wind was so strong i bet it could blow me again. now, i'm not asking for any comments. tyvm(: hence i really like the idea of having a mirror smack by the road side. although it is to be used by cars to look at the blind spots so as to prevent accidents, it does help people like me who need to restyle their hair and can't poof a mirror from anywhere.
ah and my face has serious problems D: see the pimples popping out from nowhere? i think it's cause i have been sleeping late due to academic or non academic reasons. *sigh* maybe i should just stay at school tomorrow and write in saying that the pimples on my face have caused me to feel physically and mentally unwell to go to school. i wonder if the teachers will actually accept that. *sighs again*
last but not least, the fats! ah. i have to do something about that too. it sucks when i look at the mirror and feel disgusted. Rah. not a very pretty sight. but the food is way too tempting. i wonder how girls can eat sinful stuffs and still stay thin. that's like so impossible but there are live examples around me. I really hate this sorta people sometimes.
i hope miracles can happen and make me prettaye, thin and have nice hair. hahahas.
oh the troubles of being a teenage girl ):
come to think of it. maybe i should stop spending like there's no tomorrow. my money is running out faster than expected and if i don't start saving, i doubt i can carry out the deal i made with someone. regardless whether it's a treat to haagen daz or 10 scoops of GNC ice cream. *sigh* i'm broke. oh please rain money on me.
ahh, i think i better go. goodnight world
